Friday 7 November 2008

Can I . . . Stay On The Up Side Of A Mood Swing?

For Once In My Life - Red Letter









My one year anniversary in Hong Kong passed earlier this week and I didn't even notice it. But now that I have . . .

I have to say that it doesn't feel like it's been that long. But lately things have been on my mind. Considerations about the future and even people I had banished from my thoughts. It's making me moody and it's really making me wonder if I should try to slay this demon.

A tear escaped from my eyes just now. It's been a very long time since I've let one go for you. Now I'm all pissed at myself . . . confused and angst-y for no reason at all. If only I could figure out why this has seemingly come out of nowhere. Is it because the lustre of the other has worn off?

Things have got to start going my way soon . . . right?